Dear reader: This rant has been a long time coming and I apologize to you now if this bothers or offends you in some way, my intent with this rant is to hopefully *crosses fingers* get this off my chest and be able to move forward with my life that said here we go:

I married my ex in Vegas on December 10th 2005 from that day until a day in the spring of 2010 I had done my best to love and care for him and to keep the vow I had made of “till death do us part”. The back story dear reader is crazy and is as follows(I will leave a few things out to make it shorter). A few weeks prior to that day in the spring of 2010 my ex was an active duty Marine told me that a female Marine that he worked with needed a place to stay he then told me she would be moving into our spare room a few days after he moved her in, about 3 weeks latter he woke me up to say he was in love with her and was leaving me.

Fast forward to about December of 2010 they broke up and  he told me he wanted to try again, we went to PA until January of 2011 to see his family(I payed for us to go) then around April 2011 he came to my house(I moved back in with my then by then) and he said “I will cheat on you again are you ok with this?” I said no and we broke up again 2 weeks latter he called me to say he was moving in with a new girl and he would be filing the divorce papers. About 3 month latter still no papers and she was with child(I am still friends with his family and I am on their FB pages).

Fast forward to now they live in TX and have two kids. He just told me a few days ago(Via email) that he will be filing and paying the full cost for us he said they should be filed by August of this year.

I want to move on and find a faithful man who really will love me. I am sick of people saying “Make it work with him” How do you “Make it work” with a man who cheated many times, now lives in a different state from you , has 2 kids with a new woman, and no longer wants any contact with you? Why would you even want to? I will now stop defending myself and my reasons for no longer being with him, dear reader I am moving on.