I have realized dear reader that I am made up of pieces and when/if you take one away or try to hide/suppress it I suffer as a whole. The pieces(as I see them at the moment) are as follows:

1. My faith(the Gods I work with/follow).
2. Helping people(giving advice or encouragement)
3. Reading/gaming(keeps me sane)
4. Writing, to get out my thoughts and feelings.
5. Singing(alone in my room) it just helps me get out weird emotions and feeling and brings me back to happiness again.

I have tried to suppress/hide each of these things at one time or another for different reasons. Only to find that each one is needed to keep me sane, I now know for sure that writing is one of the pieces I need to keep me sane it isn’t optional anymore.

I feel so much better in just these last few days that I’ve had the blog, I feel more emotionally put together then I have in a long time. I still have that weird feeling of guilt that my words/thoughts aren’t good enough for you dear reader, I must find a way to deal with and put this feeling to bed.

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