I thought it might be interesting for you dear reader to see how I see you and as off-putting as this may sound to you(although I truly don’t mean it to be taken that way) the service I see you as providing for me:

I see you dear reader as a person who reads my thoughts, feelings, emotions, and pieces of my heart that have spilled onto this page and bears witness to them, (even if no real person sees the page, in my mind by being put here they are being seen even if its only by “The Web” its self) even if you don’t like what I say,

To me you are still there to say yes this has happened, or yes your thoughts or feelings are real, yes you have given your thoughts/emotions their fair say. You dear reader hold no judgement on me or what I say, you just see it. Your a person I can talk to/explain things to(Yes, I know it is a bit one sided), to me dear reader you are the best listener ever :).

However dear reader I am sad to say that this blog was never and will never be about you, I will never change what I say to make you feel better about me, I will never prove myself to you(although I may explain my thoughts if asked to do so, up to a certain point), I will never write things here just for you or because I think it will make you like me better. I am not a writer, I write for me to keep me sane. I hope this all make sense to you that I haven’t hurt your feelings.