If I died today there is nothing I have left unsaid that I really want to say, (Yes the one last I love you to friends and family of course) my family and friends know that I love them.

Even though my divorce isn’t final yet there are no unsaid words I’d want to say to my ex. I have nothing that if I was on my death bed right now would make me say I wish I had time to change that, I have come to terms with the choices I have made so far.

The reason for this is because in high school(10th grade I think) I had a subsitute teacher in my English class who told us he wanted to teach us things that we might actually remember after school was over, one of the things he said was to look at every choice you make as if you were on your death bed looking back on it, if you find you can’t live with it don’t do it.

That is a lesson I took to heart and have tried to use as much as possible ever since, so as I’ve said I don’t feel like there is any choice I really would fret over if I was on my death bed, as for things I haven’t yet done that I want to do or that I would be sad that I didn’t get to do if today was the end the one thing that sticks out to me is finding my person, I really do feel that there is someone out there for me and I would be really sad if I died before I met him.