Dear reader if you want to know the back story to this post check the me and endings tabs on this page(on the side of the blog the info is there, The “Run away husband” post in the Ending tab covers it good too ).

It just hit me dear reader that my marriage is finally over for good. Even after all that my ex and I have went through up to 3 weeks ago I still thought that he would help me if I really really needed it because this may sound crazy but we have always been good friends.

It just now hit me that I no longer think he would help me at all and I no longer consider him a friend. All that is left at this point (and from now on) is the filling of the divorce papers which he said during our last conversation should be sometime in August.

I think dear reader that this is what freedom really feels like. Until we meet again tomorrow sweet dreams dear reader :).