Warning dear reader this post may not make sense, it’s just some random thoughts that are floating around in my mind:

I was watching the TV show “Graceland”  http://www.usanetwork.com/graceland earlier today and I was thinking about how most of the people on the show have to keep all their lies straight and be other people and I wondered if I could ever be another person.

The truth of the matter dear reader is that I can’t, A main part of the reason why is my chair, I can’t pretend that it isn’t real(though I know technically on here I could because you can’t see me). I do not want to be defined by my chair or by what I am unable to do, however I have come to see recently that the way I see things comes down to if I am able to do them or not.

I know I can’t take my chair on the beach in certain sand because it might get stuck. Dating a guy who wants to run and dance has yet to work out. I need/want a guy who is a gamer because I like games and because that is something we can bond over without my chair getting in the way.

Getting back to my point as of right now I only know life as seen through what my chair/body  let me do and I can’t change that right now so I would have to be in my chair regardless if I was someone else or not, that being the case I would rather be me then anyone else.

I guess what I am trying to say dear reader is that I am starting to like being me more then I ever thought I would or good. I can stand myself, I think I would even be friends with me if I was some else. I hope this all made sense dear reader.