One of my very best friends has decided that she is giving up on finding love, she is getting divorced after her husband cheated on her with a friend of his sisters(He has two kids with the new girl). My friend has a 3 year old daughter with him(My God-daughter) and a 4 and half year old son with a different man.

She thinks(NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I’VE TOLD HER DIFFERENTLY) that no man will ever love her and her kids. She has had a lot of different boyfriends since her split and I think that’s why she is giving up.

I know this may seem/be selfish of me dear reader, however I still want to find love for myself. She thinks I need love because I need so much help because of my chair. I know this isn’t true. Since I was little I have always known deep in my soul that there is a man out there searching for me, like the other half of my soul is missing.

Its hard because I want to be there for my friend, and I know when she sets her mind to something there is no getting her out of it. I just want her and her kids to be happy & I hope she doesn’t drag me into her UnHappiness.