I keep being reminded “Give the love you want to receive” I am trying to make a daily effort to do just that, kind words to people here(WP) and helping my friends and family as much I can.

I know this may sound whiny to you dear reader (and I am sorry in advance) but its the truth I really miss hugs and cuddles, just knowing that I am safe and sound in my lovers arms. I haven’t had that for 2 and a half years now and I have to try really hard to stay focused on the fact that I know I will find him soon I just really suck at waiting, plus my best friend went on a date tonight so I will have to listen to all of her details.

The selfish part of me is screaming “I want a turn” and feel like the parent having to tell their kid “Not yet, soon”. Plus its 12:41 at night in my part of CA right now and it is so hot and sticky, its making sleep very hard to find.

Well good night dear reader until tomorrow 🙂