Ok dear reader I admit it I am stalking my bf’s page and every sad post I read makes me want to cry, How the hell can this world hurt such a beautiful soul?it’s as if people are smashing a diamond to pieces.

I want to protect him, to guard his heart, to nurture his soul, I want to be his super woman. I am just me so how can I do it. I am in tears as I write this thinking of the idea that I won’t be able to save him.

This isn’t about wanting to protect him just to make myself feel better or because I want “Good girl friend points with him”, or because he can’t protect himself. It’s because I value the beauty of his soul, he is truly a one of a kind. He deserves every joy and more.

I really need to sleep now.