I think that part of the reason my ex hubby cheated on me was because he was never truly mine and I was never truly his. He wanted me for control he admitted this to me before. I was never truly his because my soul wasn’t in it.

Dear reader I truly feel that my soul will be in it with the next man I am with (in the same state) because if it’s not I will not start it.  “He” did show me a deep connection is possible and more of what I truly need and desire in a man and for that I am forever thankful.