Dear reader I think Frank is now gone for good, it’s now past the time he wanted to have the lunch date with me and there are no text message from him so I think I am done with him.

I am really sick of being teased with things/people I can’t have, it’s been like that a lot for me for my whole life. My heart isn’t a toy this isn’t a game. 

My feelings matter, plus at the end of the day I have to be able to live with my choices, I can’t do to someone else what was done to me.

Note: Check the prior entries or the trials in love tab of my blog for more info on Frank if you wish dear reader.