Note to reader: Raymond is not my ex hubby he is a guy I knew when I was young.

You ruined me Raymond everything I now expect from a man that I want to be with is because you gave it to me first.

You showed me proof that I don’t have to settle. That my chair shouldn’t matter to the right man. That I shouldn’t have to prove my basic worth to anyone.

I still remember the last time I saw you down to the clothes you were wearing and the time stopping moment.

You always said we would never be together because I was too good for you and we came from two different worlds, I never could  convince you otherwise no matter how hard I tried.

You told me on the last time we really talked to forget you and someone better was looking for me and he would find me.

Well I haven’t forgotten you yet 15 plus years later and no one real has found me as of yet.