Dear reader I just wonder if it’s weird or wrong of me to want a man who loves reading and words.

A man who could read my blog and understand and hopefully even appreciate it.

My blog and reading are two very important things to me. I feel like my blog is key to ever truly ever being able to fully understand me since so much of me, the real me is written here.

The other big key to understanding me is my faith. It’s the reason I am who I am.

I just have been told by a lot of people that I need to dumb myself down if I ever hope to find a man someday.

As much as I try I always end up showing some part of myself that the man knows about and says that he is “ok with” but I know he isn’t and after awhile they leave.

I just want a kind, loving, funny, faithful, smart, honest, nerdy, affectionate and fit(able to and truly ok with helping me with physically help because of my chair)  man