Dear reader I had a weird dream last night a guy I used to know as a kid was helping me fix up my grandma’s house.

I know this will sound weird to you dear reader however I view my “safe place”  for when things go wrong in my dreams as my grandma’s house. My grandma even visits me in my dreams there sometimes.

I guess in a way it felt like the guy was helping to fix me inside too. In the dream I went to give him a hug for painting the cabinets in the kitchen and he kissed me. After the kiss we started talking about us.

He asked me if I wanted to still be with my ex and I said no. He told me that he wanted to be with me but only after my divorce was finalized because he didn’t want my ex taking me away from him.
I said I understood and we said that if my ex didn’t move the divorce along in a month then we would do it. I awoke up just as he was telling me how much he wanted to have sex with me.