“Your gonna pay for your life one way or another, you mind as well like what you’ve paid for. ”

Dear reader I deeply and truly believe that everything in life has a cost and sometimes you pay for things by your choices and there is something to be said for liking what you’ve paid for.

I am finally at a point where I know what I’ve paid for and I am trying to only pay for or buy things I want or will be able to live with at the end of the day.

People keep telling me “Everyone has regrets and things they’d go back to and your lying if your saying otherwise”.

The only things I would go back to are honestly to say goodbye and I love you to my Nana and to be there for my big brother Shaun on the day he died(He was 28 when he died) because it might have made a difference if I could have been there for him (One of the biggest reasons I hate being in a wheelchair) .

All of my other stuff I paid the cost for and it all some how lead me to this point where I can finally have some control of how I want the rest of my life to go which to me is truly priceless.