Dear reader last night I had a few different dreams since my dad’s friend and I had a sleep over last night(See the entry “Weird dreams and helping someone” under the life tab of my blog if you want more info) and she woke me up last night a lot from making noise. I had to wake her from a few nightmares
:(.

The dream I am going to focus on right now is the one from last night that sticks in my head that most.

In this dream I was kidnapped for some reason by a blonde lady and come to find out that my bf in the dream was a president (not Obama a different one)  not one that I know of but he had secret service people and everything.

I end up telling him to just shoot me because I know he can’t negotiate with her she then tells me I make a very bad hostage and let’s me go but somehow gets away.

After that it goes to me finding out that a cousin I was really close to growing up was murdered. I had to listen to everyone give speeches about how much they love her it broke my heart. (The reason we don’t talk now is she moved away and her mother stole from me…her mother is a really bad alcoholic. She believes her mother. )

Then right before I wake up the dream goes to my dad and I giving stuffed animals to babies in a hospital.