Warning: This post is about me trying to get my feelings straight, I am sorry if it doesn’t make sense to you dear reader, I really need to get my head straight.

Lately The Gods have been giving me signs that my life will go a certain way in time. I am not going to list all of the signs because I don’t want to explain/defend them.

I know that I just have to walk the path one day at a time however a lot of things are up in the air right now and I don’t feel like the fight I know is coming.

My divorce needs to be done soon. I know that for sure now and I know my ex will most likely put a knife in my heart one more time. I am done being nice to him.

My best friend decided to get back with her ex hubby. She swore six ways to Sunday that it would be me to go back. I now have to give her advice and be supportive which is hard.

I know you guys don’t get the whole story dear reader and I am sorry but it’s hard to explain it all. I just wish it was one thing at a time but it feels like everything is falling at once.

I keep wanting to cry as I am writing this. I know my feelings mean something even if I don’t if I don’t understand them right now.

I know the picture even if I don’t know how all the pieces will fit together right now.

I just really want to talk it out with someone that will understand and not just dismiss everything out right.