Note to reader: I am again sorry if this sounds crazy.  However it truly is my life and writing helps me makes of my life.

Dear reader I feel like I am a mystical scavenger hunt from the Gods I work with, follow, belive in.

Some of the reasons why I have been feeling this way have been covered on our posts(see my dreams tab, the post “I need advice” and “OMGS I saw the guys Let the signs begin”  for the backstory) .

I feel like the Gods have told me the end game for a part of my life and the where I just haven’t yet seen logically how this will happen.

I know that some things They do don’t have logic behind them, that it works in random events however too much random makes me personally feel like I am going nuts.

Especially because I really can’t talk to others that believe the same as I do. My friends who are Pagan are mostly Wiccan and they believe that everything is relative(They my friends don’t really believe in signs, just manifestation of what you want which is fine but don’t help me in this).

I feel like The Gods are giving me as much as They can and I have to put the pieces together myself.

For example I have been dreaming a lot lately of being in a certain area. I know the area however I don’t have the slightest idea of how I will get there. My wheelchair gets in the way(Not complaining just stating a fact).

I feel like the guy I am ment to be with or one of the possible people that I could end up is there.

I also saw something from my dream happened today (No. It was not exactly like my dream but it did happen) plus I saw something on FB that looked like it could possibly be connected to something else I have been getting lately how I don’t know how to ask without sounding crazy.