Note to reader: I am sorry that this post will not make sense to most of you and or sound crazy.  However it’s really how I feel.

Dear reader I am going to give you some backstory so that this will hopefully make more sense.

My dad used to date a lady with two sons(Not my dad’s kids) and lately for about a year and I half I have been dreaming that I would marry one of them.

I didn’t post the dreams publicly to me blog because they have some personal details I don’t really want to share here yet.

In my dreams the guy was sober(He used to drink a lot) and I have been weirded out for a lot of different reasons.

My dreams as of lately have been consistently giving me signs that at some point my life will go a certain way and I haven’t seen yet how it could happen.

Well tonight I saw the boys and both are now sober and doing good. I know that I will not end up being with the the brother from my dream because he now has a gf and is happy. I am happy for him seeing how far he has come.

What I am excited about dear reader is the fact (I know this will not make sense to some) the signs from my dreams are starting to happen which makes me feel less crazy about the other stuff in my dreams happening in time too.

For example I have been dreaming for awhile that one of the guys I could end up with would be like the guy I saw today.

He told me while he was here that he wanted me to hangout with him and his gf which with him would more than likely mean having his guy friends there too. Which could be how I meet the other guy.

It comes down to the fact that things feel possible now: ).