I can feel the sadness.
Just pushing out of my body,
Making me feel like I am going to fall apart.
One tiny piece at a time.
No one can see the cracks.
I feel them.
Getting bigger everyday.
I want to run to the one person I feel might be able to put me together again.
Except
He is who is causing me to fall apart.
This must be what “death by a thousand cuts” feels like.
I just wish it would end, one way or another.