Dear reader It’s Christmas Eve today. I want to wish you and yours a safe and happy holiday.

Tomorrow Christmas would have been my older brother Shaun’s 30th birthday and a few days later will be 2 years since he died. If you have anyone you want to say I love you to please let them know now before you don’t have another chance to.

I heard from my ex hubby and mother-in-law today via Facebook message.  Still nothing from the guy I met the other night though:(.

I am trying to not feel disappointed by this. I know that it is the holidays and he might also be working(as he said in our last conversation) however I really wanted at least a hi you know?

Well I will keep you updated dear reader: ).