Dear reader I just woke up about 15 minutes ago and the dream I had really freaked me out so I am going to write down the parts which stuck out to me.

In the first part of the dream I was for some odd reason having a ritual/circle at my house (I don’t think I would ever do this in real life unless I knew the people really well).

Some of the people I know in real life from the Pagan community that I used to go to when I was living in their area were there as well as people I don’t know.

This is where the dream gets weird dear reader, the guy who was leading the ritual was really weird. I was so nevous about the ritual I started to cry. In my dream I had this overwhelming feeling that if I was a part of the ritual I would be disrespecting the Gods I follow and work with because the teacher said they couldn’t be in the ritual or witness it. He was even doing things to banish any Gods around(It was really weird it wasn’t like anything I have ever been a part of before).

Any time I go into a ritual I make sure to check if the Gods are with me and ok with the ritual.

Getting back to the dream I wanted to leave the room before it started but the guy wouldn’t let me.

He told me he saw the power of lots of good or lots of evil depending on which way I went. I got the impression that he wanted my ritual energy on his side. He then took out these purple rune stones and drew three for me(At the time of the dream I knew they made sense but right now I can’t remember them).

He liked the response and had the guy who was holding me up(literally, the guy wouldn’t let me use my chair in circle I have never had this issue before in real life) keep me in the circle.

He then tells the guy and me that we go together well and that our energy fits together well.

At first I am like yeah whatever but the guy holding me seems to like the idea..

Then the start to leave me alone in a dark room. I start to scream and cry because it just feels wrong.

Then just as I think I am stuck forever it goes to me with the guy who was holding me apparently we have been permanently teamed up or something and he rubbing my back and I try to tell him I am sorry he got stuck with me by force but he says he doesn’t mind.

As we are talking I can feel his hands moving over my spine inch by inch and I start to relax. He then tells me his ex had left him and he had been looking for a new gf.

He also tells me that he asked about me to the weird teacher guy and he said that I would make him happier than his ex did and he was starting  to like me.

I still didn’t like the fact that he had been forced to help me.

The dream then goes to me looking at my FB page and I see that him and I are listed as together on there.

As I look at my page I see a thread about him jokingly picking a celebrity couples name for us and part of the name was something I have used in passwords and stuff for years I thought that was really odd. After that I woke up.

Now for what really strikes me about the dream was that before I had gone to bed I had been reading about my horoscope for this year and it was talking about me meeting a guy who would help me grow spiritually.

It was also really weird because other little things in the dream fitted into other things I have been feeling lately.

As in they now made sense given how things happened in the dream. As in if things happen the way they did in the dream then that would be why I was feeling what I was feeling. Sorry if that doesn’t make sense Dear reader.