Dear reader I am sorry if the following post makes no sense to you. I NEED to vent or else I will go crazy. As always I am only speaking for myself.

I feel like I am hitting my head against a wall(So to speak) dear reader:

I have been feeling for awhile like the Gods are telling me that I will be going somewhere soon.

At the time I had no idea where, which now I THINK I’ve figured out however I still have no idea of the how due to the fact that it’s out of state and I have no one around me right now who could or would be willing to help me with travel issues (darn you wheelchair).

I feel like They keep beating me over the head with the pieces to the picture but I still can get the whole answer together. I know from personal experience that knowledge isn’t given away freely with Them. They need to see your desire. Maybe that’s why this is so hard.

I just feel like I am going to explode because I have no one except you dear reader(which I am thankful for) to bounce ideas off of.

Everyone just says “that’s weird” or “relax” which really doesn’t help.