Dear reader I had a weird dream about my ex hubby last night and it really hit me that I don’t want to be with him anymore.  I want my divorce over asap.

In the first part of the dream I was helping “Bones” with a case of a guy who was murdering people so he could become a saint.

Then it was me being married to “Booth” as part of some other case, it was so weird I could really feel the ring on my finger.

Then my ex hubby calls me when I am in a bar(I have only been to a bar once in my life it was a few years ago for a friend’s birthday) and it turns out that he is at the bar(He has surprised me like this before in real life before) and he tells me in front of everyone that he loves me and the ring on my finger gets even tighter on my finger I hug him because everyone is staring at me.

Then we go back to his house and he tells me that his kids helped him grow up and decide that he really wants me.
I am on his lap as his little boy keeps trying to figure out who I am.

Then his baby momma shows up and he tells her he wants me and she yells at me and I tell her he is still my husband since divorce was never final or filled.  This is the part where I realize as I am watching this (sometimes I know I am dreaming, as I am still in the dream) that I don’t want to deal with her or his bs because I know that if I do go back He will try to mess with me mentally and control me again.

I wake up and I almost can’t breathe for a second because I don’t want to feel that way again.

I honestly feel dear reader that the dream was trying to tell me I have two choices one to be with someone else(the “Booth” person) or risk being stuck with him again.