Dear reader I feel I deep deep in my soul that I will be remarried someday, I know it sounds crazy but for the last few days I have been having dreams about my future hubby.

I haven’t written them here because I am still trying to process them. I don’t mean to say that I see a specific guy because I don’t, I just know that he will show up someday soon and he will marry me.

In the last dream I had I felt and saw the ring on my finger and as I was looking at it in the dream I knew deep down that this time it’s for better or worse for both of us.

I have the feeling that some people in my life will not like him because he will take away some of the time from them(people tend to hate when I am not “on call” for them).

I can feel that some issues will come up that I need to work on(mainly jealousy because I have been cheated on before) however I know I can’t make someone pay for sins they didn’t commit.

Right before I woke up from the last dream I had I remember telling my best friend Adriana(mom of my God-daughter) that I will trust him until he gives me a reason not to.

I know that the hardest part is the waiting however I know it will all be worth it in the end.