Note to reader: The following post isn’t about my ex hubby it’s about saying goodbye to some people I know.

Dear reader I just blocked two people off my Facebook page. One is Nina I haven’t talked to her for almost a year now(I last saw her on my birthday last year), I have tried to talk to her multiple times since with no response the last time I tried was about two weeks ago when I found out she changed her number because some random guy had her info on Tago(a face time like app).

She would like some stuff I posted on my FB page but she never actually answered me about anything so I am done trying. I think a year of basically ignoring me means you no longer want to be my friend.

The second person was a guy I used to know from years ago and he found me again on Facebook a while back lately He has really been driving me nuts acting like he is my dad and trying to get into arguments with me for the fun of it.

I guess it just boils down to the fact that I am feeling disconnected from life right now(NO I DON’T WANT TO HURT MYSELF OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT) and I am looking for something or someone to make me want to stay. I love my family and you dear reader I just feel sick of giving the advice to everyone without people seemingly to care about me.

If I here “uh huh, that’s nice…Insert BIG empty pause here…so anyway here’s my problem.” one more time I swear I am going to scream.

I guess I feel like my closest friends aren’t going in the same direction as me.

I can’t really talk about books or video games or even TV shows with them because we don’t really like any of the same ones.

The only thing holding me and Adriana together as friends at this point is High school memories and the fact that we were both Marine wives at one point.

Now this latest drama with her new guy friend(while she is still trying to work it out with her husband, her divorce was never finalized) has her not wanting to this to me because I yelled at her a bit because I am so tired of hearing “I don’t know what I am going to do I wish you would give me advice, *add advice here* that’s nice but I don’t know what I am going to do.”

I just don’t know how much longer we can stay friends.