Dear reader I just woke up from a really weird nightmare, here’s what I can remember from it. I am calling this a nightmare because I felt really scared during the entire dream:

In the dream my dad wakes me up and I really really want to go back to sleep, however my dad tells me I can’t because I have to go somewhere.

After some arguing my dad puts me into the bathtub(for those that don’t know this already I have CP, Cerebral Palsy and I can’t walk) and some lady I don’t know starts helping me shower as she’s doing it she tells me that I have to get ready because my dad wants me to go on a date.

She tells me the guy offered my dad some money if I would go out with him for a few hours(I really really doubt my dad would ever ever do this to me in real life)

I tell her that I will do it for my dad, I just really wish he would have told me first.

After I am out of the shower I see my best friend’s ex hubby in the living room, He is there to ask my dad for a ride to where my best friend is because she is staying with us(In real life she is currently staying with me in my room because she has nowhere to stay)

My dad says ok he will drop him off on the way to my date, I start to freak out because she has a new bf and I know she is with him right then, for some reason I can’t call her and warn her.

Here is where it takes a turn for the really really weird(FYI: I don’t have kids in real life and I had my tubes tied in real life with a Dr’s approval/help due to my disability, I can’t physically take care of myself much less a child)

After I deal with my friend’s ex(decide I really can’t distract him from going to meet my friend and her new bf) I go back to my room to finish getting ready.
When I get there I find my daughter(the girl has a mini version of my face I have no doubt she would be what my daughter would look like) she is being a brat because she knows I am leaving.

Its funny because I tell her:

“Don’t give me that face child, I invented that face and I had it first.”

I swear she made a face that I used to make all the time when I was mad as a kid It was like looking in a mirror.

I then see that I have a little boy who is about 3/4 to my little girl’s 1 and a half/2. He has my same face, however he has blonde hair the top part of his face is his dad’s.

As I am explaining to him that mommy isn’t going forever and that I will call him before I come home to let him know I am on my way home.(He seems to now the vague concept of time and an hour)

I see his dad(another mini me face) behind him and we start to talk about my “date”(I got the vibe we were split up but still ok with each other)

He says he will watch the kids while I am gone and to be careful) as I head outside to leave for my date I start to argue with one of my dad’s friend’s(She is very nitpicky) and just before I get into my dad’s truck I wake up.