Note to reader: The backstory to this post can be found in the “My dad just left to the VA hospital” post in the “Life” tab of my blog.

I am NOT trying to make anyone feel sorry for me I am just venting and dealing with my feelings and expressing myself so I don’t go insane.

Also I am disabled because I have CP(Cerebral Palsy).

Dear reader I know this is tmi and I apologize in advance however I have to vent my feelings out so I will stay sane.

Adriana helped me with the bed pan and it went ok. I am still a bit embarrassed but it was either that or pee my bed plus she swore that she didn’t mind.

It’s times like these when I hate being in a chair the most. For me personally there is no privacy, it’s either I ask for help or it doesn’t get done.

I just heard from my dad a bit ago and he said he got to the VA hospital ok but he is still waiting to be seen.

He also told me that his friend Lisa will be here around 11:00AM to help me, Adrianna has to be at work at 10:00AM and she said she would help me with the bathroom before she leaves so I won’t have to have bathroom issues for long.

Just one day at at time.

I will keep you updated dear reader, thanks for letting me vent.