Note to reader: The following post is for me to vent and deal with my life and fears, I am NOT trying to make anyone feel sorry for me.

PS. The reason way I am disabled is because I have CP(Cerebral Palsy)

Dear reader my dad called the VA hospital earlier and they just called him back now to say that he needs to go to the hospital now for his hernia(He got it from bathroom issues) so he just left.

Before he left He gave me money and some checks(incase any bills come in while he is away, so far everything is paid so I doubt anything will come due in the next few days) and told me that a couple of his friends will be by tomorrow to help me.

Adriana is still here (with my God-daughter) and she said she would help me with a bed pan(Sorry TMI, but I am just being honest) if I have to see.

I will probably have her help me before she goes to work in the morning so that I will hopefully be ok until my dad’s friends can come and help me.

Adrianna said she will help during the week after work, however she really wants to see her BF this weekend(WHICH I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND) so I don’t know how that’s going to go.

I know I just have to take it one step and day at a time, I will of course keep you all updated as I know anything dear reader.

If you can please dear reader send your good, thoughts, prayers, or good energy my dad and I’s way it would mean so very much to me.

PS. My family isn’t able to physically lift me and I can’t get help from insurance because of my divorce issues.

I am trying to get a hold of my ex in TX(I am in CA) to let him know if he really does want to help me as much as he says he does it needs to be now/soon. It’s just hard because of his crazy baby momma.