Note to reader: The backstory to this post can be found in the life tab of my blog. Incase you’re not already aware I I have CP(Cerebral Palsy) which is why I can’t walk at all.

Dear reader my big brother Nick(He is my dad’s son from his first marriage, he was never married to my mom) came over today with my niece and nephew plus my niece’s little boy.

I didn’t want to ask them for help but my dad wanted me to make sure I didn’t have to use the bathroom after they left since he can’t lift me right now.

So my nephew who is 17 said he would help lift(My brother can’t because he has a bad back) me to the bathroom then my niece helped me with my pants and stuff(I can wipe myself, she helped me pull them back up before he lifted me back into my bed so he didn’t see anything).

He said I didn’t hurt him he likes to lift weights and stuff so he is a big kid for his age.

I still felt bad but it had to be done, My dad’s friend Lisa is back for the night and she can help me and my dad so I am not so worried right now.

Getting my dad to stay still and relax isn’t easy. I can’t wait till he has his surgery so he doesn’t have to be in pain anymore.

Any good thoughts or prayers that he gets seen fast an a surgery date from the VA on Monday would mean so much to me. Thank you in advance Dear reader: ).

PS. My dad is a drafted Nam Army vet,