Note to reader: The following post is so that I can vent about my life so that it doesn’t stay bottled up inside me and explode.

I am in a chair because I have CP(cerebral palsy). I am NOT trying to make anyone feel sorry for me.

Dear reader my dad’s friend Esther who has been helping me yesterday and today because my dad can’t lift me right now(See the life tab of my blog for more information).

Was supposed to help me Wensday and possibly Thursday because my dad’s friend Lisa is busy from tomorrow on.

She promised me multiple times today that she would stay the night tonight since everyone has to leave early in the morning.

Well I just found out a little bit ago that she left without telling me, so now I have no idea about tomorrow.

Worse comes to worse I will have Adri help me with the bed pan before she goes to work so that will help for a bit but I don’t know about the rest of it.

PS. The lady doesn’t have a cell phone to call her on if something happens.

I can feel myself wanting to cry. I swear it’s times like these that make me hate being in a chair the most.