Note to reader: The following post is JUST ABOUT ME VENTING MY FEELINGS, I AM NOT TRYING TO MAKE ANYONE FEEL SORRY FOR ME. I am in a chair because I have CP(cerebral palsy).

Dear reader I am feeling kind of sad right now, I just really could use a hug.

My dad’s friend Esther came back last night to help me then she had to go to a birthday party earlier today so my dad’s friend Arman stopped by to help me(My dad helped pull my pants up/down, it’s hard for me to do it as I am using my hands to lift myself off the seat to get them down and up) So he didn’t see anything.

She just came back from the party right now but I don’t know how long she can stay.

I just hate having to relay on so many different people for my basic needs. I just could really use a hug to tell me everything will be ok.

I am still nevous about my dad’s hernia surgery and stuff. My dad is my best friend.

Adriana is busy with her bf and kids til tomorrow night(she takes her son back to his dad’s house) so I can’t really talk to her right now and my other friend Janet is still just venting about her life.

Thanks for letting me vent dear reader, I know I will be ok.