Note to reader: The backstory to this post can be found in the “ending” tab of my blog. Also I am in a chair because I have CP(Cerebral Palsy).

Dear reader I just checked my account because my dad put some money in it for me today(because we can’t go to the Casino) and the money my ex hubby said he was going to give me is in my account. *Happy Dance*.

I told him a few days ago(by a 3-way call from Adriana’s work because his baby momma knows my cellphone number) that he has 3 months to do something to show me he still cares.

He wired the money in that day and he still had my info which was odd. I was nervous because the last time he said he would do it he spent the money before it got to me.

I told him now is the time to put up or shut up about paying me back for all the pain he put me through.

He said he understood, I also told him that once the divorce papers hit the court house I will take that as a sign that he wants nothing more to do with me and I will cut all contact with him so he better figure out what he wants with me before then.

Dear reader something you need to understand about my ex hubby is he has NO MIDDLE GROUD, HE EITHER LOVES YOU OR HE HATES YOU.

I can’t afford to piss him off until I am 100% positive that I am safe and I don’t need anything from him anymore. I have seen him mad and it’s not pretty.

After my dad gets better and we hopefully get the ceiling lift for me so people can help me without having to lift me then I will feel comfortable about getting my divorce papers(it’s really complicated, as far as the steps in getting me help).

I will keep you updated on my dad as soon as I know more, as of right now he has to go get his blood pressure checked again on Tuesday at the VA hospital because the right person didn’t take it last time so it doesn’t count.

As of right now his hernia surgery is still set for September 5th but it’s on hold because of the blood pressure issue (even though 2 other nurses said it’s fine)

Any prayers, good thoughts, or positive energy that you can send my dad’s way that it will be fine and the surgery can go through would mean so much to me dear reader: ).