Note to reader: I am not trying to make any feel sorry for me, This is me venting about/dealing with my life. My life with CP is different than someone else’s life. I speak for no one other than myself.

Dear reader I am happy because my dad and I just figured out that he can help me with the bed pan without hurting himself incase no one is here and I have to use the bathroom.

Yes, I hate that my dad and others have to help me like this, however the only other alternative I have is to pee the bed, Just being real dear reader even you yourself have to pee at some point.

It makes me feel better because I don’t have to deal with people complaining or charging my dad lots of money to help me.

I know that this isn’t forever and my dad will get stuff done so that I can help myself more(My knees are messed up so I can’t bear any weight on them) like the ceiling lift and stuff.

I just feel like a weight is off my shoulders a little bit right now, now the hard part is the first few days/weeks after my dad’s hernia surgery when he won’t be able to walk or stand that much.

I will keep you updated dear reader: ).