Note to reader: The following post is about me dealing with and venting my own personal feelings. I am NOT trying to judge anyone. Also I am in a chair because I have CP(Cerebral Palsy) .

Dear reader the past really doesn’t go away, I just got friends requests from a few people from high school.

Funny thing is none of them actually talked to me in high school(needless to say I didn’t add them). I did find a girl who I was really friends with back in high school and she added me.

Another guy from high school added me, I added him because I was curious and I don’t have any memory of him actively ignoring me in high school and no joke dear reader He is already asking me for friends with benefits which is really hard to say no to because I like sex and I haven’t had any since May of 2011.

I am honestly feeling conflicted. It also really confuses me because from his FB posts he seems very Christian yet he straight up told me “I want sex”.