Note to reader: The backstory to this post can be found in the “ending” tab of my blog.

Dear reader it amazes me how truly little my ex hubby knows me after years of knowing each other. Especially given the fact that we are each others first.

I have been needing to know the status of my divorce papers for many different reasons.

We have been split since 2010 but for many reasons he hasn’t filed them yet.  His baby momma is a crazy bitch and will not let us talk about the divorce details at all.

I am disabled(I have CP, Cerebral Palsy) and I am in CA my ex is currently in TX so it’s really hard for me to serve him myself.

Dear reader you might remember that he had transferred me $100.00 into my account when my dad had his hernia surgery a few weeks ago(He has been saying that he wanted to help me somehow to pay me back for cheating on me a lot). My best friend Adriana called him on her work phone because his baby momma knows my number and will not leave him alone.

Well since then I have heard nothing from him except that he is moving to PA to live with his family(He told me they day he gave me the money).

I am tired of walking on egg shells with him never knowing if he will act like we are still together and call me his wife or pretend not to know me.

So I decided to get a pinger account(free texting app that gives you a random number) to tell him what’s up.

I said I was Harley(as in Harley Quinn) he has always said he was my Joker and I have his number saved under Joker in my phone and he also has made fake accounts on Facebook and Skype to talk to me in the past so it shouldn’t have surprised him that I did it, well he still didn’t get it was me I tried another thing we used to use when we were together and again no luck.

I knew that his baby momma was around because she had tried to call the number and she checks his phone so I told him I was a friend of mine and I was trying to get in touch with him for me.

I told him I had used the nick name not to get him in trouble and that I would tell me that I couldn’t reach him.

Now normally dear reader He would have said to tell me something but all he said was thanks.

To me this really showed me that he really doesn’t care about me and probably never really did.

I have been telling him for years that one day I would be done with him completely no more friendship, just another stranger.

I think that day is finally here dear reader. The saddest part about it is that he will probably pop up again on Facebook thinking everything is fine between us(because he doesn’t know it was me with the texts) and I will not be the same towards him.

I have to cover my ass as much as possible with him so I can’t piss him off however no more Mr nice girl.

You know I thought the end would have more of a boom.