Dear reader I just got home from the Casino with my dad(I put $200 in my account, drive through ATM).

I spent Saturday night/early Sunday morning to this afternoon with Alex. It was definitely different.

He walked me up my room and helped lay me into bed and he also helped me get into my dad’s truck tonight.

He is so sweet, we had some extensive conversations(really hard to explain since I am still trying to figure some of it out myself).

He also kinda hinted that he might give me this bracelet at some point:

He was talking about possible giving it to a girl he likes after he has it engraved) as he is showing it to me and I said I was jealous and he goes how can you be jealous of yourself?

I was like “OH”.

He also told me that he wants to get some stuff right for himself before he would get with me which is ok.

I am just kind of in shock emotional right now.

I just don’t want to fall then be “friend zoned”.

He said he is going to try to see me Tuesday or Wednesday but it’s not for sure yet.

I will keep you updated dear reader: ).