Dear reader I got to see Alex tonight, My dad wanted to try the Casino near Alex’s house so Alex met us there:). It sucked, my dad and I both like our other casino better.

I had fun we won $120 on a slot off of a $20 I gave him and he gave me $50(My dad gave me $300 to play with and I gave my dad back about $140 of it and I lost about $60 of the rest of it on slots and I took $60 home).

He also bought me nachos and a soda, Yes, dear reader I did share this nachos with him:).

The only down side was we always seem to have serious conversations right before he has to leave(happened last time at the other casino too).

We figured some of the stuff out(No, it’s not the same stuff as before) we just have this thing about being honest and up front with each other and not letting stuff fester so it can be hard sometimes but I know we are stronger for it.

He gave me hugs before he left and said we are good, however to be completely honest here dear reader I do worry sometimes because I have been left so very many times before.

We also both have very strong opinions and we like to make sure the other understands where we are coming from.

We NEVER try to change the other’s mind, we just both want to be understood.

He said earlier tonight that he would try his very best to come see me tonight because we haven’t had any real alone time together.

I am lucky to have him and I know I need to still take it a day at a time.