Note to reader: The following post is about me venting and dealing with my feelings/emotions so the don’t bubble up inside me. I am NOT trying to make anyone feel sorry for me.

Dear reader I really really need the super glue today. My nephew-in-law’s kidney issues, My best friend Janet being pretty much homeless(she lives like 6/7 hours away from me so she can’t really drive down to me if she wanted to)….

My friend Grace having to give up her dog that’s like her kid because the dog has literally destroyed her house because of severe separation anxiety issues after my friend had to move to Wisconsin for work after her divorce(yes, dear reader she has tried everything to help)…

The guy who had asked me to have sex with him a few months ago randomly calling me to say sorry and telling me he has mental issues so now I feel bad for that too.

My boyfriend being MIA, I called him like 20 minutes ago crying pretty much just begging him for a text every so often so I know he is ok, I didn’t hear from him at all yesterday and nothing today until 2pm except when I just called him and he says he is busy and will call me at 10:30 it’s 8:30 now.

I just want to feel like I am not the only one trying to make us work here.

Everyone seems to need something and I don’t know how to put myself together So that I can give it to them.

Can we please just skip to January already?