Dear reader I keep wondering how breaking up with Alex would be like/feel like, however it’s hard to do that when he is already gone.

We still haven’t talked(phone or text) for about 5 days now(check the venting and trials in love tabs of my blog for the backstory).

I sent him a text last night(He doesn’t really answer my calls lately) saying:

If he is too busy to deal with me, he should let me know because making me wait for his attention isn’t fair.

I don’t think a text a day is unreasonable when the person is your girlfriend and your unable to see her in person because of car issues(we last saw each other in person a month ago).

The irony is dear reader tomorrow(December 10th) would have been my 9 year wedding anniversary, I think it would be kinda odd if we broke up on that day.

He hasn’t answered any of my messages except for one text the day before yesterday to say he was working and would call me soon He never did.

I am not calling or texting him at all until he gets ahold of me first, I will never chase or force a man to be in my life Dear reader, I deserve a man who wants and enjoys being with me:).