Dear reader Alex still hasn’t answered my messages from yesterday or the days before(Check the “trials in love” or the “venting” tabs of my blog for the backstory if you’re interested).

I have told myself that if he doesn’t answer me in 6 more days I will consider us to be over since that will be about 2 weeks since we’ve talked at all.
My dad got him and I a room at the casino for the 17th of this month since they power company will be working on our electricity that day.

I am debating wither or not to tell Alex about it to see if he will find a way to meet me there to see if we can work stuff out or not.

I really don’t want have an argument with him though but I do want to know if he still wants to be with me as my boyfriend or not.

I will text him(He hasn’t answered my calls in a while) and let him know I will be there just so I know I did all I could to make us work.

As the old saying goes dear reader:

“You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make him drink it.”

I will keep you updated: ). I really hope Alex and I can at least be friends.