Dear reader I just woke up from the first weird dream I’ve had in awhile. I also want to say in advance that a few of the tarot readings I have done since the troubles with Alex have said that someone from my past would come back as a love interest.

Dear reader have you ever had a dream that feels like it’s making something so obvious that it feels like it’s literally slapping you in the face?

That’s how this dream was for me, I want to stress here before I go into the dream that I know for a fact that I am NOT going to get with or be with the guy friend from my dream because he is like a brother to me and we have way too many differences(He is hard core Catholic and he wants a Catholic girl I am Pagan for one) neither of us are the others type at all.

In the first part of the dream I am with my sister in law working through some family issues regarding my dad.

I can totally see the possibility of something like this happening in the future which(in regards to the specific issues discussed and why) is why I want to play attention to this dream, I do personally believe that dreams can and do give us a “heads up” on things to look out for in the future sometimes.

The second part of the dream I was with my niece(my brother’s oldest) and it was her, me and my guy friend Kit(his nickname from when we were kids in elementary school).

In the dream I was with Kit in a relationship(I know he is a “stand in” for who my mind is telling me to look out for).

He was holding my hand(and at one point teasing me about me trying to sneak my hand away from him and him having to grab it back) and telling my niece about himself and that he has known me and my dad for a long time.

The part that really stuck out to me personally about something to be “on the look out for” was him saying my dad knows him and likes him which does narrow the possibilities of people down a bit.

The only person who I think it could be that fits the other parts of this that might actually want to be with me if he miraculously found me again doesn’t fit this part though and I can’t for the life of me think of anyone around this time period of my past or my past at all who would fit this part and would actually want to be with me/be with me again.

I woke up after Kit telling my niece how much he likes and respects my dad.

Maybe it’s not that the guy from the past really knows my dad that well, it’s that he will really respect and like him.

I honestly wish the door to my past would stay closed but I have learned the hard way dear reader you can’t always get what you want, sometimes you get what you need instead.