Dear reader I am just being honest and saying that I still wish I could get that New Year’s eve kiss it’s been 3 years since I have had one.

I really want a kiss and some cuddles, and to really honest I really miss sex it’s been almost 4 years since I had any.

Alex never kissed me or had sex with me, he was really old fashioned and he just held my hand and gave me a hug two separate times.

I hope 2015 brings me more love and affection dear reader.