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Dear reader Alex’s friend Chris has been talking to me on FB and the phone, He thinks I am sad, I swear him and Alex could be twins, it must be an Iowa thing lol.

I swear it feels like fate is telling me not to let Alex go yet.

I just want us both happy, and nothing can or will happen unless/until Alex gets clean.

I will keep you updated as I know more.