Dear reader I had a dream about my big brother Shaun last night. I tried to stay asleep just to see him a little bit longer but it didn’t work, I ended up dreaming about something else after his dream.

In the dream with my brother He is telling me that he wants to get me, our mom, and our other brother all together for Christmas(Shaun’s birthday was Christmas eve).

I say ok but he will have to find mom, he says he will but I have to promise to be nice to everyone.

He tells me he wants all of us to each have our own ornaments for the Christmas tree.

In the dream I was married to an army guy(I saw the rings on our fingers) and my brother was telling him to keep my ex hubby away from me.

After that I saw my brother get a plaque for his service in the army but this time he was dead and I was telling a girl at the ceremony that I was his sister and I missed him and she hugged me and said she knew him and missed him too afterwards I woke up.