Note to reader: The following post is just for me to vent and deal with my feelings. I know that some people with disabilities have kids and I am so proud of and happy for them however I had to make the best possible choice for myself. I am disabled because I have CP(Cerebral Palsy).

Dear reader Andrew(the creepy guy I went to high school with) asked me for sex again.

I told him (by phone call) for the 3rd time that I don’t have sex with a guy until I am in a stable relationship with them.

He seemed to take it personal(like if I was lying because I found him unattractive) then a little while into the conversation I told him I can’t have kids(I had my tubes tied with Dr.consent for my age because of my disability, regular birth control doesn’t work for me because of the high risk of blood clots because I don’t walk and let’s be real here dear reader condoms do break on occasion) because of the fact that I can’t physically take care of myself much less a child and I personally believe it would be unfair to make my spouse(father of said child) take care of me plus the baby.

He then said he understood and “maybe we should just be friends.” He then said bye and  hung up the phone.

I am happy he is finally over me because he has been creeping me out by repeatedly asking me for sex.

Now don’t get me wrong dear reader I miss and enjoy sex(I haven’t had any since May of 2011) I just have never been able to separate my heart from my body(I feel for people easily).

Plus I didn’t want to date him because he admitted that he has mental issues(He told me he can’t work because of them) and I have had enough drama caused by mentally unstable people to last me several life times. I am just glad it was his chose to get over me so that he won’t go creepy on me.