Note to reader: The following post is ONLY for me/about me venting about my own personal situation. Everyone who is disabled handles it differently which is ok. Also I am just being honest and open about me and my own personal life I am not trying to make anyone feel sorry for me.

Dear reader I currently have a cold/sore throat and because of that I have had to use the bathroom more than I normally do.

I have to say that this forces me to think about my chair/CP(Cerebral Palsy) more often as well.

Not being able to take myself to and from the bathroom to me personally is the worst thing about being disabled.

You can get used to pain or having to sit down in a chair in order to move around, or even stares or mean comments however I don’t think I will ever get used to worrying about peeing my pants because someone either isn’t around to help me or I just had bothering them and I want to try to wait until they wake up.

If I don’t ask for help it doesn’t get done, I just feel like I loose a bit of personal decency every time someone has to help me.

Ok rant over, I am going to try and sleep and hope that this cold goes away or at least gets a bit better.