Note to reader: The following post is ONLY about me venting about my own personal thoughts/feelings about this situation, nothing more nothing less.

Dear reader my dad was laying on the end of my bed (I have a full sized adjustable bed, the head/feet part of the bed move up and down via remote control) tonight watching “American Heist” with me when he went to get up he got a cramp in his leg and now he’s having trouble walking.

He said he has had the problem before a few years ago and it went away.

It sucks seeing my dad hurting dear reader plus he is 70 years old and he still takes care of me (I have CP, Cerebral Palsy so I can’t walk at all).

It also sucks because of the fact that I have my 2nd root canal appointment scheduled for tomorrow/Today at 2:00PM, they charge you money if you don’t cancel far enough in advance however my dad doesn’t want me to cancel before he sees if someone can help me go.

I also had the appointment with my normal dentist on Wednesday to have my permanent crown/veneer put on one of my front teeth before my dentist goes on vacation for two weeks.

It also happens to be that I was going to attend the Pagan Pride day event in San Diego (I used to live there with my ex husband) this Saturday it’s the only time of year that I can see a lot of my friends from that area since I live in the LA area now.

I am really feeling that saying “when it rains it pours” right now dear reader. Please say a prayer or send positive thoughts or energy to my dad if you can. Thanks in advance dear reader you keep me sane by having this place to vent and by knowing that people can about me with your kind comments.

I will keep you updated as soon as I know more, right now my dad’s resting in his room(my neighbor helped him get from my room to his room(He was walking but leaning on his arm), also he said that my big brother Dustin is going to have his girlfriend Ashley come over sometime tonight/today in case I need help with the bathroom or something.

I am going to try to read for a bit until I can hopefully fall asleep so I don’t worry myself too much(my CP can act up and I start to physically tense up really badly whenever I get really stressed out).