Note to reader: The backstory to this post can be found in the “I lost my best friend Janet today because of this blog” post in the “Venting” tab of my blog that post is the first post about the situation other recent ones about it can also be found in the “Venting” tab if you are curious about it dear reader.
Dear reader Adriana called me earlier today to check on me because she knows about the situation with Janet and she wants to make sure that I am ok.
She told me that I could call her a bitch on here and she wouldn’t care because she knows that I need to vent and that after I vent I am usually ok.
It means the world to me dear reader that she understands what venting and writing in general does for me.
Before she got off the phone with me she made me promise to not give up this blog and Yes, dear reader she knows that I have vented about her using her first name on here.
I told her that I can’t give up this blog because having it and you dear reader is a lifeline for me. She said that she’s proud of me.
I know that I will be ok in time dear reader I just have to get back into the swing of things.
Thanks for staying with me on this journey dear reader ♡ it means more to me than I can ever say.
PS. This will be the last Janet related post unless I for some odd reason happen to have a dream about her or something like that. .
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Well, at least you have someone to talk to that understands. I do have an old question you said that your friend left 3 messages. Did she say anything positive about your or your blog? Did you ever call her back? But then again it is just curiosity. Maybe things can be fixed you keep saying that you think she might yell at you are 100% that was what she was trying to do. Maybe she is crying it out and giving you a chance to change things. I know I have had fights with my best friends before and some have gotten pretty ugly but some how we smoothed things out. You never know till you try Rose.
She did say that she was proud that I had it however she also said that she couldn’t deal with the possibility of in her words “Being a subject in a blog post” and she had to set her own boundaries.
She said even though we could try to fix it there would be no salvaging it. She also said that she was done and I would never ever here from her again.
I take people seriously if they say that they are done with me which is what she said yesterday. So I didn’t call her back yet plus I don’t want to talk to her when my emotions are still messed up.
You said yesterday in a comment on another post that I should be happy to that she said goodbye and take the memories of her with me which I personally feel is all I can do at this point in regards to this situation.
I can’t change how I am and she said she is done with me and the other 3 voice mails Today from her were all goodbyes so that’s what they will stay because I am respecting her decision.
I have had ugly fights with other friends before however they never said that they were done with me.
I am glad that you got your friends back. Thanks for the comment and feel free to read/or comment again if you wish ☺
Well, it sounds as if it actually might be done for good. Though I do have to say it sounds that your friend wanted you to know that regardless that two you’s chapter has come to a close, she does love and respect you. Now, Rose you did mention that she yelled at you but hopefully and by the sounds of it, it just was one time. Which is good, because that means she wasn’t trying to bash you, she was was hurt and angry. She did try to tell you goodbye in the best way possible after the yelling incident and that’s all anyone can ask for considering this situation. So, Rose like I said before take all the good memories from them friendship and move on. She did her best to tell you that she loved you and cared but that she could no longer handle this situation. Like I said I know she yelled at you but it sounds like she made an effort to try to leave it in better standing than it was. I am truly sorry this happened to both of you but it could have gone much. It does hurt to have any kind of relationship end.
To me personally I said my peace to her when I replied to the last FB message she sent me. The voice mails to me personally were her venting at me and saying goodbye. What’s done is done I don’t have any bad feeling towards her. It just really showed me who in my life will be there for me and who won’t.