Note to reader: The following post is ONLY about me venting about my own personal feelings/thoughts about this situation so that I can get it off my chest. I am NOT trying to make anyone feel sorry for me. Everyone who has a disability handles it differently than everyone else. I will NEVER speak for anyone other than myself.

Dear reader I was just trying to grab my cup(which thankfully has a lid) and I felt my hand start to shake and before I could put it back on the table and try to grab it again I felt my fingers let go and I dropped it.

Thankfully my dad helped me pick it up again and not that much had spilled however it’s just annoying.

Adriana keeping telling me to go and do different things(it’s a lot to explain here) and when I explained every reason why I haven’t she said that sucks and we went on to talking about her stuff.

I know that I will be ok in time,  I just wish that at least the little things would be a little bit easier.

Thanks again dear reader for “Listening” to me and showing me that people do care about me and my thoughts even when I am sad or lost.